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Friday, March 25, 2005

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the forgotten beach

 

you told me you would erase my sorrows
let the pain drain away slowly...
the ebb and flow of the waves were to soothe me
yet in the end you left me by myself

you told me you would save me
allow the hurt to seep away...
it seems everything went so wrong
since you didn't bother to stay

you told me you would rescue me
you told me you would stay
yet in the end i was all alone
and your promises were all washed away

©cat

written on: today

inspired by: boredom

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Thursday, March 17, 2005

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sink


go ahead
shun me
see if i care
you don't get it
i don't care to explain
so what if you cry?
everyone does
what makes you so special?
is it the fact i made you cry
or is it the fact i let you down?
i like to think
you cry because i'm not who you think i am
or what you thought i was
and the thoughts i carried
were no more than fleeting thoughts
and the fancies i held
when i first met you
i changed
you get me?
or would you rather i go back to being the fake me
and have no one save me
and let me sink into my own demise

the   darkness   of   my   S O U L

©cat

written on: today

inspired by: just get over it. i'm a moody bitch. you should realize it by now.

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

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ROUGH

stop saying all these hurtful words
i'm not that rough
i can't take all this pressure
i can't handle all this work
stop telling me what is wrong
i know what to do
it's all just too much
just stop saying all these hurtful words
i'm not that tough
everything here is just too much
the work the stress it's all getting to me
they whisper in my ears at night
taunting my every move
just stop saying all those hurtful words
i get berated enough from others
i don't need it from myself

©cat

written on: March 15th, 2005

inspired by: my boredom

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

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My Road



everything hurts so bad
why does it have to be this way?
it feels as if I am being pulled
in so many different directions
but there’s just one that I want to take
something that will make me happy
and make me laugh and smile
but that road’s crowded, and worn away
so my happiness will take awhile
and I’ll just stick with this new road
the one full of thorns and nettles
let’s see if they have the same destination
even if it takes some extra time
i think it’ll be worth it
to be the only one who’s taken the road
to my happiness in my own way

©cat

written on: March 10th

inspired by: i'll get back to you on that.

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Monday, March 07, 2005

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THE BITTER END

i'm falling back into the fake me
yet there is no one around to save me from myself
everything i've taken in is conspiring towards my demise

it hurts so bad i can't tell you now
the pain eating me from inside out
the darkness soon becoming my only friend
to the end, the bitter end

i can't save me from myself
i hurt so bad it's all twisted now
morals thrown out the window
faith left behind, hope turns to run
nothing left behind in me
since nothing was ever here to stay

it hurts so bad i can't tell you now
the pain eating me from inside out
the darkness soon becoming my only friend
to the end, the bitter end

sinking my fingertips towards the mirror's surface
where everything of importance is supposed to lie
how you are portrayed in the way others can see
determines your place in life

it hurts so bad i can't tell you now
the pain eating me from inside out
the darkness soon becoming my only friend
to the end, the bitter end

turning heads toward the bitter end
the light in the end is no more a light
than the burning hatred in their eyes
waiting for you in the bitter end

©cat

written on: March 7th

inspired by: hurtful words

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